baachan: Happy New Year 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

TODAY IS 1.1.2012!

Reflection.. 2011.. So many things happened.. This, that.. this that..

I called 2011 is a turning point year.^^

Some highlight..

I went to KOREA (finally!!!) for the first time.TWICE!! WOHOOO.yey me!

Kkkk.I met many of my fav idols.T____T..it was amazing..Cause I clearly remembered.. like 2 years back..I dream of talking to my bias..even taking picture.. I thought it was impossible... this that..

Also, one amazing thing.. happened to me.. my freaking bias called me..It feels awesome.. really.T__T..

HAVE U EVER dream of your idol calling your hp?? T_T.. and he's freaking my bias in kpop lifeu....... not 'anak ikan'..u got what I meant  right... none of HITT mmbers are anak ikan =_= to me... they'r more than that... *sigh*..i like them too much =_='.Now,I'm trying to reduce my love for them.ahahah. Let see if I can do it?kkkkkkkkkkkk

Also, your FREAKING BIAS GROUP ..all the members remember ur name..and the first thing when we met, he asked my name..and not 'hello' or something..T_T.*CRIES*..  Or may be I'm just special..kkkkkkkk. I know I'm unique.Being told so many times by few friends.HAHAH~.

But for now..my mind is filled with HITT..

It's the same craze for me over DBSK..2 years back..Really.I just love everything about them..

But the difference is.. DBSK is super popular..while..HITT is like..T.T.. UNDERRATED so much...

It's about promotion.yeah~cruel thing..

But I don't care all that..As long as I like them..that's enough for me to care.. 

nowadays, kpop music are a bit shikkeuro.I'm seeking something more pure and beautiful..and stick to my heart.and yeah.I found what I want in HITT.. FYI,i'm a stan of group,compared to soloist.. 

I clearly remembered when I first time playing HITT's CD on lappy.. Back in Seoul... I was like..'O' damn it!! they'r good. 'oh,this kind of music.. '

I'm  scared.. yes..=_=;;But..I feel super excited.. >_

BUT,,May be u realised, I'm talking like this too about my prev bias.like B1A4/B2ST..=_='' yes,those 2's are my top bias ..after DBSK 'disband' T.T..

Also,recently there are groups like B1A4,BOYFRIEND,BLOCK B,MYNAME...etc... rookies nowadays are really good.. especially with the dancing..I really 'suspect' xD their talents..

But I come and go.. like B2ST..I don't know if I'm a  B2UTY anymore..+_+.. 

The rest too.. because for me..To make something stick w/ me for long.I need your music first..Not dancing../cuteness../handsome face..I'll get bored one day.*opps*.

But HITT is more than B1A4/BEAST.. I can end up talking about HITT all day long EVERYDAY..=_='

hahaha.what kind of life is that.lmao... 

Also, I think I'll love HITT like forever.. may be not forever..may be until they disband or something...yes.we must be realistic about this..HITT too.will disband..someday right..cause they need to get married too .hahaha.. and it's hard to work and having a wifeu at THE SAME TIME right..=_='

but yeah.who knows...=)..

Therefore, I came to conclusion I'll love them FOREVER.. Even when I got married.=_=;;

SEE! I'm talking about HITT again..TOO MUCH SOME MORE.=_=''

let's moved topic..

So,2011.. Apart from that..there'r many sad thing..shocking things.. 

Also, I experienced being backstabbed by friends for the first time..Although i FORGIVE THEM already.. But yeah,,scar was still there..*sigh*..How i WISH It never happen..T___T... 

also,being SUPER ANGRY for the first time in my life..I may get angry at times,but that was first time,I was so angry that I can't even feel my surrounding.or more like I' ve been shifted to another world..*sigh*..also,being stress until I runaway from home.lmao... 

It's more like a super intense emotions year.kkk 2011... ^^^~

Besides kpop-ing.2011...I went to many countries the most^^.

Korea, Singapore, Paris, Scotland.Malaysia! kkkkkkkkkkkkk

And many unexpected experience too...like...

- Gettin lost alone, in alien country..paris.. ALONE..

- I still haven't cure my london-missed-bus curse yet ..kkk

- I missed my flight back to Malaysia. o.0... I can't believe this thing happend to me=_=

I cried at the airport.T.T.ALONE

- I stayed in a luxurious hotel ALONE.for the first time..in alien place..=_=''

But I managed to survive..with money..it's scary to say this,however,it's true..T__T..

However,of course.. with Allah's help the most.=).. 

I'm not scared at all experiencing those... because I know,He always with me.. =)

Hmm..I wonder what kind of year 2012 will be for me..hehe. It's too blurr honestly..I really can't tell my future.. really.. Even while writing this...

But few things I'm sure.. It's something NEW.. Really new..another start..another book..another story..not chapter.........

and of course.turning point.I'm very sure^^.

Let is wait together?? hehe~.

biha fighting!!!!!! 

Baachan: Happy 22nd birthday to me.. 26th to Donghae!^^

Haven't been doing this kind of post lately right? I wish I can write more on blog, and friends instead of do tweeting 24/7 =_=.. because when I write, all my feelings, my head feels lighter.. and exercise my minds too.I had too much overdose fangirling sugar=_-.

"Life is too short to be worried at all times.. just do what u feels right,, by the RIGHT WAY..

"Happiness.. Isn't u live for that?? 

"Life.. what??! I always had a broad thinking whenever i saw the very huge and wide sky.. beautiful SubhanAllah.. And always think..will i able to see those.. tomorrow.. or int he next 1 hour. u know right.. what i meant. 

"Kind.. Am I kind? Since many pple said that to me . so, I kind of think that way. hmm thanks^^ may be cuz they said it like 40++ times.OTLL.. so the trait really grown in me. altho kindness can be in many way of representing..hmm.. I'm happy to be a kind person^^~. because it's a good thing. 

"smile.. magic~ You can it at any situation, sad, angry, helpless, happy, thanful, touched, etc... and immediately your heart feels content^^~ 

Finished w/ intro.yes intro !xDDD.

I celebrated my 22nd b-day on Tuesday 11th oct~ 2011^^ It was O.K except there's no cake=_=.LOL.

Nvm, i ADY KNWO THIS..CUZ OUR FAMILY DUN USUALLLy buy cake (otl mom said SUGAR OVERDOSE!!).=_='

so we had KFC party=_=.. I ate only little cause yeah.. My bothers ate  bigger portions..=.='// is a happy thing cuz it was a first time i celebrated my b-day w/ family since 2 yrs ago^^~~ hehe. i kind of forgot the feeling.. well. celebrating w/ ur frens back i cardiff too were blast,not to loose!!! ^^.

and and.. I received b-day present from my unni..yeah. we know each other not tat long.but I'm very2222 happy^^!! Yup.I love birthday presents. The more i received, the more my happiness level increase! kkk~ 

Also, a parcel (well i ordered something from korea).LOL. and wrote 'JO HYUN JUN' (hitt mmber's name).kkk..and it arrived on 11th oct.. so it felt like a birthday present really arrive.. and yess! really!! i received a free clear file of jyj latest album(IN HEAVEN) and guess what!! i got jejung's file!! *criess happiness)!!!

The next day, a card from my bestie arrived from cardiff. I was touched ;__;.. really happy!

and.. today..another birthday card arrive from amigotachi.. T_T.. Actually it's a tradition to collect birthday wishes from ur frens for ur fren birthday,, but for some reason.. this card. this year... felt too precious.. tat w/o realising.. i shed tears.. and tears just keep falling (panda eyes).!

thank u girls.. i love u girl.i miss u girls. I will lead my life well from now,and always, and I hope I can keep my pace right.. just don't forget keep me in ur prayer..T_T

I shall stop here.. since this post is non-fangirlng related, but rather like a diary post.=_=. 

Oh, today is Donghae oppa's birthday!^^ Oppa, happy birthday. kkk~.I already wish him at twitter.. 

Today is HITT 100Days too^^ You don't know HITT ? CHECK THIS VIDE OUT,!~ 

their main debut title track is called: Good Night!

I'll do well, I'll do well!^^ I will!! i must!! thanks to all pple who care for me^^ Including my lovely supportive familiy T_T!

O.K I shall go now~ thanks for reading! ppyong~

baachan: [Fanaccount] Met HITT at Incheon...^^

Made jejak kasih w/ uram.T.T..he's freaking my bias T_T..!

Got the other half of hitt mmbers siggy..

Hayong oppa called my name from far T_T...

Jaehun so nice to me..

Hyunjun playing 'hide n seek' w/ me ..kkk..he's very playful..=_=..

O.k let's start.. so, it's the last day in korea.. But I was determind to go to their ONLY schd while i was in seoul.SO I MUST GO! T_T!.. and the cruel thing is.. i only have this info about the schd.. 'incheon western youth festival'... that i googled translate =__+... by matching up the hangeul keyword and search engine results..I managed to fpund the info about the event T.T... timing.. and venue... tho i'm not sure,, but the keyword and timing so match cuz hitt had MTV sch at 8pm after that.. the festival started at 2pm.. 

Blah3.. the place is freaking far.. 2 hours by subway! and what more.we terlajak stationssss cuz i was sleepy and didn't check the map =_+... need to patah balik, aigoooo. i was soo damn worried. Reached dongam stat. and need take a taxi since it's late aleady!.The place is very far from dongam stat.=_+....  Arrived at 2.20pm? And after kinda positive that we went to the correct venue/EVENT..*still hesitate tho* LOL.. hmm.. they have like small stage and apparently they conducted singing compt?? solo, group etc..~ it's very fun and all the contestants are super good =).

there were booths around there as well.. like playing games.. doing something art.. blah3~ like a small expo perhaps??? .

not very sure..i just care to meet HITT.lol..

but.....

3pm.. 3.15.. 3.30pm! no HITT come out yet!!. So i was walking around aimlessly searching fro hitt's van =_+.. HA-HA..

Around 4.05pm If not mistaken.. Saw familiar figure+hair+clothes.. ackkk it's hitt!! they'r climbing the big stairs heading towards the backstage *waiting area*.. I can see them.hehe. Suddenly i felt my energy again.. omonaa.. they'r so free.. no guard, no fan running towards them.. 

me: unni, please wait for me here o.k!

I then ran towards the side of the stage/venue area? and peeking beside the stage *technician sound standby area=_=..*..i was veryyy nervous... I peek a bit... i think.. HyunJun saw me..=.='''''' so i have no chance to peek cuz tht will make me look soo stalkerish and it's not my style T__T... I have so many thought! but this the last chanceee T_T I must go! If i didn't meet uram, I think i'll regret ..kkkk...need to act fast too. Cuz.. after finish perform, they must have want to rush to next schd..

So, i just sat randomly at the stairs and sip a water .. checking my make up...=_=.. and then,, w/o realising.. already came out from 'peeking' area and heading to the huge stairs..~~~Ahhhhhh.. i dun even dare to look up.!

I looked down while walking to the staircase area.. ah~~ HAYONG i THINK?? saw me from far.hoho.. and shouted my name like 'Uram ~Nabiha sshi' (like uram, nabiha sshi is coming~something like that lah~).LOL....ha-ha.. (everyone also know i'm uram's fan.LOLOLOL!)..

And i heard some shocking sounds/ voice.. like 'whoah' from far something. hahaha.. kinda embarrassing.=_=.... 

BLah3.. i look up a bit.. and then..u know what..T.T..

Uram is like running towards my direction T__T.. I was soo damn happy i wish i can run to him too.LOL.

But i was like walking cooly+_+.. then, i realised... THE 1st step of the stair is SUPER HIGH!!

I made this sound like :ottoke?? why so high!!!! LOL.. then, i climb a bit *sopan2*.xxDDDDDD

ah, uram already waited for me =_+.wow. so fast....=)..

ah~~ so we met!!!!!!! i was like annyeonghasaeyooooo~~~~~~ and sweet smileee..

hmmm.funny thing.. because both? of us, are very nervous.. I'm lost of word.. i only made like 'ah.. 'ah  hmm' sound=_+..

Then, i remembered sign2222.. I took my uglyT.T uchiwa support tool that i wrote '우람' on it.haha. i asked him to sign on that while i was clumsily took out my silver marker.ha-ha.

me: Ah,, cd eopseoyo,,oneul(i didn't bring my cd today)..T.T so, pelase sign on this,instead.

uram: just smile.. ah very sweeet!! he's not fair like my Junyong oppa.. but still very handsomeeeee and cute at the same time.his face kinda small..;__;..

uram sign.. he signed very slowwwwlyyyyy~~I ask him are u  sick??? kamki?(fever in korean)..

and he just smile.. and he said something like.. yeah..~ huhuh.poor him..T_T.. I can tell he doesn't look that good.

i told him i'm going back tonight blah3.. and i realised, he has finish sign.. hmm. then, i only look at him, and he just smile again *i can die many2 times.LOL*. THEN, w/o a thinking, i spLurted out: whoah, mochida(u're very handsome/cool).LOL..

THEN, I REALISED..ooppss =_+...

making him more shy lah~HAHAHAHA.

Oh.. then, he was about to return the markerpen to me.. he tight the pen before that.. and shoved to me..

BUT u know what.. while I was about to take it from him... he then,, took it again.. and tight it again tho it's pointlesss.. T_T..Uram ah!!! no need to do that!! (u're not nappeun namja right?kkkk)..

hahaha. i then just smile and make like a 'smirk' laugh? like HyunJun always did..kkkk.

kkkkk.. i was so reluctant to take the pen! HAHAHAHA. AH, THEN, i remmbered i haven't got JT+HW sign yet.. !!

So, I asked him.. and made a gesture like.. :ah,, howon + juntaek sign.. ah.can go up there?? *pointng to the direction of the rest of hitt mmbers+staff were waiting.damn nervous.but because uram is walking beside me.. hihihihihiihi.. 

nearly arrived, then hayong oppa again =_=..

HY: ah, nabiha sshi~~~ blah3..

he's like introducing me to everyone.LOL!!! this is embarassing cuz today i wore the same scarf as yest. blame the ajusshi cuz dun have iron!!!! i supposed to wear purple scarf today so will look cuter.HAHAHAHAHAHA.

all pple there kinda shock.LOL.I think 1 of the staff that i've met before at jay.k.. sj something(twt id).made like 'O' expression.LOL!! I just smile to her.kkkkkkkk..

they all must be shock to see me at that place xDDDDDDD because i told u.. it's freaking farrrr

blah3. there were standby.i think they will perform next^^.

I dun wana waste time.so i searhed for jt 1st. oh.juntaek sshi.. sign jusaeyo~he then just give me..he looked very cute in person*__*~~. he didn't smile much.. i think he looked likE a person w/ many troubles T_T...

Then, next is howon..

I couldn't find him.. only when hyunjun pointed to him for me.. CUZ WHEN ALL HITT MMBERS ARE TOGETHER.. They look kinda the same.ha-ha..=_=.. thanks hyunjun ah~ LOL

they must have read the small note i left with uram (i forgot to remove the note!!) present on friday 'I WANT HITT sign!'.LOLOLOL!!!. embarrassing =_+..

O.k so finish.. and i realised, they were about ready to perform.heu3..

everyone like left me.kkk. and only to realised, JT is still there.. so i remmbered my fren asked me to say to him that she like juntaek oppa soo much.LOL..

So i just go grab JT attention and said that in broken hangeul... he was like leaning his ear near me to understand what i'm saying.and just laugh a bit/smile? after i finish talking *since he didn't smile much person.kkk*.. oh sweet listener.kkkk. he seem happy i told that to him ^^~

Then jt left me, so i said goodluck and he looked back and smile to me.. hehehe~~

finish.. then, HITT perform, i rushd back to infront stage area and do fancams..Whaohh..because there were only little audience may be like 200? so, it's very close and it's kinda embarassing to look at hitt members.Kkkkkkkkk... Unni said uram made some hand gesture to me  during i'll always love u song,but i didn't catch it.=_=.. and hyunjun too.. but unni said Hyunjun did the hand gesture to her, not to me.LOL.. I dun wana fight it's hyunjun anyway.if uram, then i'm very positive.hahahahahaha!.

I wana crai.i sang all the songs with them! wow! i really can sing all the songss tho i've never look at the lyric even once!!!=_=..

they perform my fav song just the way u are FULL *_*~i fcs all 3 songs they perform.the reaction of audience are good.. after they finished just the way u're, audience was like 'encore2 ' LOL..

And HY said sth2~ hahaha~very cute..

hmmm.. i dunno why, but uram looks very cute on stage w/ hyunjun that day *_*.. but of coz uram's cuter.kkk. he smiled sweetly and seems enjoying the stage from start till the end...^^~,

i wonder if he's healthy already or what.. but that's good..^^

so, after HITT finished, we also finish our sch and need to rush to ansan for DnT schd. !OMG! the place is very far..i was worried if we couldn't make it. so, we rushed back and while on our rushing(running man LOL), we actually passed by HITT's van and HITT mmbers were also heading back to their van.LOL..*nice timing huh).... I was so shocked when unni suddenly said' HITT!!!! BYE2!!* (2x) So loudly 0.o..lol unni ah =_=... kk. then unni said uram quickly ran into the van when SG (uram's fan) ran towards him at the van.kkk..

jaehun, saw/hear unni, so he said, 'annyeong'+bow to us.. and i just bow a bit.see i told u.Jayhun so nice to me T_T!. 

I want to be jayhun's fans too!^^

We then, ran our life to catch taxi ... hayyah.we ran like crazy =___=..

finished!~

baachan: [Fanaccount] Met DnT backstage at Ansan. jinyoung oppa~~~

After finish dating w/ uram (*___*).. +HITT

We ran for DnT 's sch that is located in Ansan.. about 1.5 hours journey by subway+taxi etc..

Not sure if we could make it.. and.... pabbo me! I didn't save the hangeul address.. T_T..

We had a hard time explaining to the taxi driver 'ansan lake park' in hangeul..all my mistake..T__T!!! HOW could i be so careless...

actually cuz i tot we can just go using bus,so no need hangeul thing..but yeah.. we arrived late! and it's farr.. and not being able to translate 'lake' and 'park' to hangeul is frustrating...i dun have korean -eng dictionary anyway..now i understand the importance of this thing..T.T...

blah3... i nearly gave up..in fact i did!! and told unni let's just go back home(heading to airport).it's 6.30pm anyway that time..but... taxi ajusshi..i'm glad he had some sense.. and said is this one..ranmdonly stopped nearby flyover and on the other road there's some sound like event happening?(honestly i dun understand a thing he said to us)... so..may be this one?? dunno anymore..and i said to unni..bec we already reach this far..let's just look and check.. if we go for a wrong event,then, we just go back home w/ bus/other taxi.....   

blah3.. reached the venue.. it's an open air event.. the area is VERY Big (thousands capacity..) but veryyyy small number of audience=_=.. 500 only?? ..the stage looks gorgeous.. ^^~ \we search for something look like 'exclusive tinted van'.LOL... yeah.. he headed straight nearby side stage.ha-ha. and saw 2 vans.. but.... we don't recognise DnT's van =__+... but now we know! kkkkk.

i randomly walk around, behind the stage ..haha acting like passerby..cuz the area is like a biiggg park area~^^~.. and many ppl are walking around..hoho.

blah3.. finish made a round at the venue and found.. no DnT sign.BUT! Back to my place(where unni waited )..saw familiar figure..looks like them..but we both  rabun!!! we can't see properly T___T!!!

i said to unni, "i'm tired, unni go lah check pulak"...T.T.. seriously tired.haven't eat anything since the night before.T.T..

hahaha.. happened to be DnT..lol! cuz unni sedap je borak dgn dorang =__=... ah, then, i walked towards DnT.. lol.. 1st one. jungjo+taerang shock expression.'O'..priceless..KKKKKkkkkkk.. i JUST SMILE..No energy to talk,seriously T_T.. I can't see JY oppa face properly..too dark..i ONLY REMMBERED HIS HAIRSTYLE=_+..

then, JY oppa saw me and made like 'oh! sound and shock expression when he saw me..

.ha-ha.. then taerang introduced me to chiho..lol..i meant, he introduced me to chiho lah not the other way around cuz chiho wasn't at the co when we came last time.hoho.  they.. seems very happy to see us there..kkk cuz we stayed freaking farrrrrr from ansan!...

we said we'r heading back to malaysia tonight.then i realised JY oppa was like bz cuz it's their turn to perform next.. i saw he was bz standby and saw mic on his hand..but still want to talk w/ me.. but i dunno if i'm too tired that my mind kinda went blank to remmber what happaned.(haha)., and all DnT mmbers were like want to talk w/ me.ha-ha. taerang seems talkative that night =_=.. then, he said to me,nihongo ? *since he knows i can understand +speak nihongo better than korea).. he said in jap that it's their time to perform now.. JY oppa look at me and smile. and said sth like 'see u later after i perform'... may be? i'm not sure... then, i said 'dozo' (silakan) *LOL*....to taerang.. he walked towards the stage and i said 'ganbare!!' aka hwaiting~ hihi.

and looked at me too and smile.. and said thanks may be? =_+..

then, they were really going to perform.HOHO.

HONESTLY.. that was 1st time i'm seeing DnT performing life!! wow!! my reaction was like that.. they'r very gooddddd.. All sings very weellll.and chiho+taerang hold the long+high notes very beautifully T__T.. Jungjo's voice is... surprisingly good cuz he doesn't talk much.. =__+..and he's the new mmber.so i'm not that familiar...heu3..  they performed only 2 songs T_T..  knock3 and time is~

and junyong oppa (rapper) is perfect as always *__*~..

i like the mini fire trick by jungjo.ah~~~ kakkoiiiii. 

blah3, finished~ They headed to the van.and i just remembered need to pass presents (scarfs) to all DnT mmbers.. so, i rushed towards them, and pass to JY the present. even gave him kuih gunting my mom made*omg! my veryyyy fav kueh gunting the last stock T__T!!* Act want to give to uram earlier but damn i forgot about it AT ALL!!..haish..it's o.k..

i said 'hai, purezento(present) *shoved him the present's bag*... and cookies.. okasan ni otsukutte' (my mom made)..~ then, we said bye2 to each of them.. they also heading back home.same goes to us.. 

JY oppa seems very tired.. he sweated a lot.. *__*~. ah, somehow, bec i called him oppa2222 many times2.. feel like he's real oppa to me.LOL.. uram is .. different..hmm.~watever~kkkkkkkk

he only made 'un' 'un' sound.. ah, may be cuz he merajuk w/ my tweets? cuz i said.. his english is fail=_=.. and that he's nappeun and I want to be jungjo fans too.LOL.. cuz... honestly.. he didn't update his twt that much.. (may be 3 times per month??=_=).. so that's why i tweets him like freely =_____=... I shouldn't be so careless!!!!!

cuz just yesterday.. i checked my email and received noticed that JY oppa favorited my tweet to chiho and mentioning him too.. : "chiho, i didn't meet u yesterday at the co, but JY oppa helped copy your signature on my DnT cd. kkk".. lol.. i was shocked!

I only fav mentions received from idols.. but he fav mine.oppa, T__T MAking ME CRAI. I will only be ur fans T_T..no dongwook, or jungjo ..heuuu3

then, said bye2, 

done.. 

baachan: [fan account] Visiting HITT Company ~Uram ah~~~~~~

1st day in korea.. bec our schd. kinda pack, and tah camner,, it happened the day of delivery to HITT .. i decided it to be on monday.LOL.so fast =_=.. 

hella worried cuz we dunno where exactly the company location's is... and google map/naver map..wataever map.. doesn't help much.. or may be we'r simply not use how the adress in korea workd.=_+.. esp the numbering block... hmmm..

o.k skip2.. arrived at CD stat. around 6.30pm.. i want to arrive at the company around 7 like that.T.T. but yeah..

we took taxi and gave the ajusshi the address. but u know what...

he sent us to wrong building..and said.. this is the one!! the room xxx ,just take lift/stairs!

.damn, i asked him 3 timesss this one???!! cuz it nothing look like ;donghyun' building!! it's apparently a sfood school.=_=...

skip2. we asked this kawai dongseng from food skool and he guided us to 'donghyun building'... a bit.. we walked22. till reach something looked familiar. lol.it's jype building ~kkk.

yeah... act hitt co is nearby there.. we walked till we HAD really FREAKING 10 METERS from donghyun building aka HITT company.. only to be cheated by butcher ajumma  whose shop just across the building... we asked here nicely...T.T.. i even asked if she culd draw... if she dunno just said dunno!! molla!! and ignore me, then i understand!! dun cheat!! it's not fun!!!!!!.

we then, TURN BACK cuz we tot may be we got the wrong direction etc..T.T.. then reach at jype again.. and i realised... we are REALLY HUNGRY ..T.T.... we tot after we pass those presents we'll go eat nice food somewhere etc.. but end up otherwisET.T..

so, we deided to stop by dunkin donuts, and apparenty the staff that work there is good in english^^ whoah,, i asked her if she knows DH building. she dunno, i showed her the add, and she tot she kinda know, but not too sure, so she asked other pple inside her cafe?o.0... woahh who do u think is the persoN? KKK.. anyway... 

she assisted me and unni, so we met another ajumma (ajumma k).. she worked in a communication agency something, and she gave us a pretty detail map of that area! even scan for us*_*,, and gave us some water T.T (SUSAH2 JE AJUMMA!)..oh, that ajumma's workplace is beside JYPE.

blah3, so basically we got the correct way since the start.. hmm.we just walked there and said thanks. but later we saw ajumma behind us! lol. she actually tot she cud go together with us and show us the way too xDD she even said 'maldo andwea u just leave me ' in korean xDDDDDD.kkkkkk ajumma k so niceT.T...

Then,... arrived at the place.. but the building.looks a bit=_+.... we asked, really here?? then, ajumma went into that shop nearby there and met another ajumma (ajumma M).. omg! ajumma M worked beside hitt's bulding co.kkkk. aigoo it's dfficult to explain the building's layout,and i think u girls will lost to finding jay.k buildng=_=... very compliacated.kk

O.K! !Noww.. so arrived, what to do~, just waited infront the office door.. unni said just say hello something .omg.really? can we do that? damn nervous T.T i saw like many shoes(the door is kinda transparent...)..

so we waited there and sit like nearly 1 hour..cuz ajumma M suggested us to wait there cuz they went for dinner? but i dunno if they dinner at the building, or outside.. T.T. it's very hard to communicate too=_+..

hmmph. before that, i went downstairs again and asked ajumma M if hitt is there os what.. she said sth.. sth.*dun understand*.. and said yonseub (practise!) thanks jayhun! i know the meaning cuz of your tweet previously.kkkkoo... i tot they practise at the jay.k  but jeng3... the practise building is act at other place=_=... but!! i'm just glad the practise place is nearby there.. and she showed us the way..wow..     so nice.i tot she won't say to me.kkk may b cuz i look pitiful carryIng all those things T.T..

O.K2 THEN, after waited for 1 hour at jay k but no response.. even the staff just walk pass=_=.. i dun understand why i dun say hello anything to them or what,or may b i'm afraid of being rejected if they dun wana talk to me or what kkkk..

so, i pity my unni too, so decided to like leave the presents infront jayk door=_=.. and put notice something.LOL.

but.. that.. was only suggestion...we then, decided to look at practise room 1st before decided to really did sth like like that=_+///

walked2.. very easy to find using the 'magic' map + clear direction give by ajumma K and M.. kkk.

ah~~ then, i think we got it correct but the area looks a bit..=_=..

we then saw 2 girls.. hmm. at 1st glance? kk*my vocab =_=*.. i tot they are hitt's fan! kk so we walked like 10 steps before realising.unni, if we count it correct! it shud be here!! 5 steps from that 2 girls..

o.k so randomly.. i just asked those girls.. :HITT paen?? 

and she just smiled.. and called her friend.. 

ah i knew it.. but u see, i'm very good at acting xDDDD. so i pretend to be blur xDD and tot she dunno what she speaks(in hangel and blah33 w/ her friend)..

she then nodded, and i think they asked me where i'm from...

then.. tooo mu surprise.. she then asked me whose pan i am! kkk. i.. really dun like this question..=__=...but she 1st asked unni kate.. but i explain unni kate is my chingu, she's not hitt fan.kk. oh she said. and asked me instead.. i said *small voice*.. 'uram.. ha-ha~~. and then, i dun bother to ask her.. but few moments later, i asked her.. whose fan are u??? she said uram!! oh damn!! T.T she must be thinking i'm on her way somethingT.T... watever..

hmmph, i then just told her but i like all mmbers!! equally. kk. just dun want her feel pressure..=_=.. err why i even bother?? kkk.

watever.. then, we just join those 2 girls and sat there.. tak smpat panas bontot, 5 mnts later, a car came.. that time,  lean my head on unni's shoulder and just look at the VAN! cuz i'M VERY SLEEPY +TIRED.

But then the girls like panic.=_+. oh so this is the car?? LOL. i then just look at the car.==_=.. like blurr,, so why need t panic?? hahaha. i can't believe i'm calm like that.=_=... 

her fren is not hitt fan, she just teman her fren.. her name is.. SG..  so SG already ran towards the van.. so i followed.. van stopped.. nothing happened.=_+... i was blurr as this is my 1st time visiting company.. it's not my style!!! 

kkkk

then, i asked those girls, are hitt inside the van? or inside the practise room the van is like picking them up etc.. lol. so blurr. and what more, mom called that time!! nice timing mom!^^ kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

kinda sleezy and bluurr,, o.k teh girls then said hongsu/manager is a bad boy!.lol.. manager garang lah ni;.oh daammnnn.. then, all the plan gonna be ruined??? will they allow me to pass the gifts to them???!! 

i dun wana birng back those gifts!! grrr. 

while panicking=_+.. i saw hyunjun came out from van.=_=...... ha-ha~ it's very FAST happening.and i'm not ready.=_+...... aigoo.hyunjun looks damn stress.. muka sumpah ketat=_+... 

aku rase nak say annyeong pon ak takutt.kkkk.

o.k then, the van is like gostan.. and i felt like. oh damn!! why are they like that?=_=... i just need to pass the presents and go back!! i need my pretty dinner T.T.. My face that time was like very stress and i look at the van like i want to eat it.LOL! HITT mmbers must have saw my scary face,.kkkkkkkkkkkkk

BUT!! suddenly unni kate woahhh!! xDDD she made a STOP sign  using one hand to the driver(manager)' INSIDE THE CAR xDDDDDDD OMG! UNNI SO BRAVE!!! t_T i WANT to cry... i said. unni ah~~ i want to crai..T.T I'm sorry for dragging U to this awkward situation T.T..

O.k then, just hyunjun, the rest..just go away w/ the van... hmm. act i dun understand why..=_=.. do we look like crazy fan??? hello, there's nothing like that!!!!!! hmmph~ whatever~

blah3,,,, van left!!

i then dcided to pass the gift to the 2 girls and helped me pass to hitt.but unni said.. wait lahh i think they 'll comeback. T.T unni ah.. arigatou.. 

yeah.. really.. 5-10 mnts later, the van really came back! kkk. lol. but i still don't fancy to chase the van... no mood.=_=...

blah3... the van parked,, and manager hongsu opened the door. he looked at me as if i'm an alien and back stare him xDDD DUN CAREEE.. and i dunno..i dun even have mood to say 'annyeonghasaeyo'.. everything is like quiet , tense? and fast.+_+.. 

1st came out was rapper jaehun... looks handsome in personnn *_* really!!!!actually all of them look very small but handsomeeeee=_=.. i think.... i think.. this just my assumption.. the van went somewhere else cuz the boys wana prepare? ha-ha~~ what am i thinking...xDD but they all look very well dressed up xD at least bit xDD. 

cuz u know.. going to practise.. do u need cap on ur head?=_=// or.. walkman on ur ear.. and stylish jacket/kemeja.(haha).. i think howon looks most decent.ah and hyunjun.LOL!.

BACK to the story...!

jaehun came out, i stand on his left side nearby the building's door, and he dun look at me,, only when he entered the building, he looked back, and bow a bit, i said annyeong jayhun ah (small voice),and pass him all the presents.I want to explain, no dun take all! T.T this for uram.but he insisted to take ALL. argh.but there's no time to explain =_=.... he looked likE scared with manager or what.=_=.. but the reaction was like that=_=... and i looked at the manager,and his face really kerek that time, he looked at jeahun as if he wants to eat him or what, and look back at me, but i gave hongsu damn intense back stare.kkkkk. 

i asked o.k thanks jayhun and shoo him to go inside.kkk i'm afraid manager will scold him T.T.. oh dun wana be the reason he got scolded.awww.

then, hayong oppa(w/ walkman on ear) came out.. he again, like jayhun, just walk fast entered the building not look at me/the other girl.whoahh.. seems intense right =_=..

then, i was nervous, i tot uram wil come out at anytime.kkkk. but hmmph. juntaek came out.. omg.. he looks like small kid that just being kidnapped soemewhre.. i feel sad looking at him =___=... oh, yeah.. just heard a news he catch cold awwwwww.. juntaek ah!!! T_T!.

he again, dun look at me. =_=. but yeah.i'm not surprise anymore.. hohoho.

lastly! Uram came out!!! (WAIT!! I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT HOWON ACTUALLY ENTERED THE BULDING EARLIER BEFORE THE VAN CAME FOR THE 2ND TIME .KKK BUT I ONLY SAW FROM FAR.=_=).

O.k back to the story! jeng3 now the best part!!!.. the girl named SG (KKK), of coz i won't forget her! kkk. came forward nearby me.. i then call 'uram ah' hihi. he then directly look at me+SG.. SG wana pass her fanletter to uram.. so i waited bit but no letter came..=_=... argh. then i just decided, o.k he's approaching me now(i stand nearby the door...).. so dun wana wait anymore for the girl.since uram already looked at me.haha.  so it happened.. BOTH our gifts+SG letter arrive AT THE SAME TIME to his him.LOL! nice SG =_=.. oh, i tot he just wana walk away.hohoho. but too my surpsrise, he came near me (but !! damn!! the lighting is too spoil, uram's face kinda not very jelas(what is jelas in english! T.TOmge! my english!!).

OR.. may be i'm just too nervous to look at his face cuz i think i'll die on the spot.HAHAHAHA

but... URAM is the best!! haha better than the rest of the mmebres who looked very depress omg.. 

he act as if the manager is not there.kkkk.

back to the story!!!

so, i passed present, he said,aigoo, kamsahabnida. then, i said, ah~ yeah~~ somethinglike that, i think i jst smile since i dunno what to say to him.so blurr=_=.. 

may be looking at my cute smile(PERASAN KEJAP!!!). he then, kinda lean forward to me o.0.. and asked (small voice). " u're nabiha right?? " I was surprisedddd !!! uram ahhhh why u know??? i haven't giVe u my picture yet.HAHAHAHAHA.

I said 

"nae' : this is my trademark =_=... and smile sweeetly =_=.. rather pabbo-ly..

he said sth2 i dunno or i forgot but i still rmember his face and expressions.. ah so happy!^^.. rasa diriku dihargai.HAHAHAHAHA

i actually want him to go inside faster before manager scold him or what. but he just act cooly *___*~ and go back inside backward!! and look at me and may be SG too, i dunno.. and keep bowing to me/SG, so we are like exchanging bow =_= for like 3 times =_=.. LOL. and i JUST wave2 to him+smile^^~.. hhiihihihi.. then, he nearly reached stairs, i just go 1st before he fell off from stairs. =_=.. kkkkkkk

FINISHED..

baachan: [FANACCOUNT] VISITING DnT Company.. ^__^~ jjang!!!

Weee..

1st of all, I WANT TO THANK MY SUPA CHINGU, dianne is the best! haha.. (altho i had a hard time a bit at 1st in finding my way.T.T.. cuz apaprently the direction u gave me... ha-ha... ).. so vague. kk. but it's o.k^^.not much lost as compared to the last experience finding HITT's company.kkkk at the end, we asked an ajumma(ajummma L) and she brought us directly to DnT company! LOL!!! so shocked=_+...

met woobin oppa( DnT's super nice manager)!! he greeted us nicely T.T.. and asked us to wait at lobby something.. kk. whoaaahhh! so many cds!! so many posters of DnT *___*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BLAH3, i ATE my snacks A BIT (so hungry T.T), and everyone there are so nice...T-T.... they treated all pple equally.heu3...

u got what i meant right..kkkk.

so, after like 10 mnts or so.. jeng333333 1st that appeared was Junyong oppa!! kyaa, he so tall!! and they'r all well dressed up+make up.. i tot. oh, why are they soo handsome?? oh~~ apparently they have schedule tonight..*___*~~~~ at 9pm!! OHH~~ I'm glad we arrived at 7pm ;__;... ah~~ i dunno they hve schd today !! i;ve check the daum,or may be not?=_=...

o.k back to the story!! i was not prepared!! so, i was like pabbo-ly shocked and stood in rush  !=_=.. when he came and said hello' =_+.. i can die on the spotttt!!!!! junyong is very handsomeeeeeeeeeeee and pretyyyyyyyy in personn T_T... 

Uram bianhae!! dun worry!! i love u more than junyong oppa!^^~

then, the rest came!!! i said the names one by one! T_T.. and... i waited.. taerang, junyong, jungjo,  wait!!! wheer's CHIHO???! huhuhuhu.. i asked manager where is him. he said he's at gym~~ blah3..*unrecognised korean T.T*..

kkkkkkk. so we met.. its kinda awkward.. i brought presents for them.. and only 1 very cute mini fan to junyong oppa~~~ hahahahaha. *baitee je yg tahu ape bende tuh.kkkkk..* sgt cuteeeee!

but because i flooded all the presents in 1 bag, it's kinda hard to find his present..+manager T.T.. so i said... 'ah~ chamshimanyyeo.. (ah, please wait a bit.T.T).. LOL. and they just laugh.. :_;... haha=_=.. i feel like small kid gettin lost.T.T. and with my random korean =_=..

O.k so i said.. i'm junyong's fan! and he seems very happy=__=.. aigoo this oppa. he talked a lot!! LOL!. 

But very fail at english, or japanese..

oh before that.. 

I was kinda nervous, so i mumbles to myself..:oh, ottoke (like ohmaigod..=_=)...kkk so they laugh again =_=.. and ask.. :hangeul mal iseeoseo? (oh u know korean?) i said :sukoshi(in japanese!=_=..) only to realised the mistake and they laugh again...ahhhh sukoshi they laughed..... hahahahahaha(so means, they know what is 'sukoshi)!! and then, i speka in nihongo..

me: oh!! nihongo wakaru?(u guys know japanese??)

junyong: ah,, jungjo.. know the best (he said in korean/english/nihongo..*can't rmmber)

jungjo: ah, sukoshi,, ima nihongo benkyoushimashite~ 

me: whoah~~ daebak.=_=..

blah3.. then i passed presents to all. and and and.. after that, i told them i like their song esp crazily pretty, knock3.. and time is.. 

and i even did a little dance for crazily pretty.hahahahahaha.. and junyong oppa said :ah~ i'm main vocal.kkk then i made sort of face xDD cuz he defnitely not MAIN vocal!!! lol!!!!

and splurted out dongwook's name (he's now in army T_T)..  and they said,, he's in army, blah3... 

then junyong tot i'm DW's fan and said: no no. junyong fan only! no dongwook.LOL.oppa, u're like this.. what should i do.   aigooooooo !!kkk he's sooo cute lahh at that age..kkkk

anyway, i then ask if we can take pictureee whoahhhh ! they said o,k TT...TT.. so nice right!! even brought us to take picture at this one proper room.wuhuuuu.. so we take2 picture and even polaroid camera.. *__*. i took 2 and gave 1 to junyong oppa as a present.hehe.

then, blah3,, then, i guess it's time to say goodbye~~ but i then forgot... i really want to take couple picture w/ junyong oppa.. shyly i asked,, can i do that?? !lOL.. woobin said yess.. oh thnaksssssssssss. junyong so close to me..i wana craiiiT.T.. 

so we took picture.. but..=_=.. didn't come out that well! LOL.. i look so big cuz he was like hiding behind me=_=.. oppa ahhhhh.. u so nappeun,,it's o.k =_=... look so cute in the picture^^!.

blah3, then i remmbered!! SIGN!! I want their sign!!! but i have no cdddd... dianne ah! u were right!! it's very hard to find the cd... T.T.. i cudn't find it..T.T.. so woobin asked, u want?? i said. can i??? yeah he said..

unni then said.. oh free cd?? unni ah..=_==.... how could u talk so carelessly.aigoo.

i tot.. no we should pay right...t.t..

then, taerang heard me.. and said.. no, dun hve to pay, it's a present... i want to craiiii!! t.t...so nice lahhh..

so woobin oppa took out 2 DnT cds and unwrapped the plastic cover.. they all then take turn to sign them..^^~

then, chiho is not there.. so junyong oppa asked if i want his sign..of course lah!!! T.T... but i only made a sort of sad face.... T.T.. hmm.. no i dun want to trouble them so much..T.T..

So JY said: I can give u!

me: how???

JY: I can do /COPY his siggy 

me: =_=.... really?? LOL

i then asked, oh,, then please do it for me..hahaha i dun mind, i got 2 'signarture' from my junyong oppa xDDD. but i said : ah, miahnhae chiho... and the mmberes just laugh LOL..

Woobin then said.. yeah, he can do exactly the same..(chiho sign).!! kkkkkkkkk..

oh i said, whoahh~~ junyong oppa jjang! hahahaha.see my random korean =_=...

ok2.. after that, all finish, time to really say goodbye. T__T~~~~~~~~~~~~

Oh before that!!!! junyong oppa gave me a present T.T.. IT was a coffee tin? (sorry my vocab) from a vending machine at the company.. he said it was sold out outside. LOL.. and i hold it till reached home. I won't drink it!!!!. kkkk. 

blah3, really going to say goodbye... then, i took all my things.. jackets only to realised my hand is full CAN'T OPEN THe door.=_=.. so jungjo helped me T_T...

kkk. before that!!! unni asked, when are u coming to malaysia?? woobin said.. 3 yrs ago, wana come, but the schd. was canceled.. i think i know.. what was that =/...... it was a cheating story.... frm a scam company from malaysia =((.. so bad lahh.. so i said to them.. kojimmal (lie)?? i wana said.. the cheating company? lol..

but junyong so shocked he tot i said they'r lying about the story.. hahahahaha so cuteeee his expression :KOJIMMALL?? *big eyes* LOL..

I said.. ah, no no no.. LOL.. he misunderstood me..kk.

i then asked if they have sch. this week. Woobin then said, yes, this sat at Ansan, i then ask, what time?? may b we can come.. jungjo then, said at 6pm like that. whoah.. actually i think jungjo is very good at both nihongo+english!! 

hohoho.. i then said,,, oh, will put at paenkape right?? i will check at fancafe^^~  weeee.

unni, we must go!!! we'r going to run in btw hitt+dnt's schedule that day+FLIGHT bAck home!!.

done2 talking.. really done.kk. we said bye2.. and do some.. scene.. kkk. *it's secret xDD*... 

so we said bye2, they said, please be careful on way back home..

oh waittt!xDDDD! before that!! junyong oppa asked where we live now(hostel). we said jongno sam ga ..lol. for a sec i was like.. "oh u want to come to our hostel" LOL.. but then, i remembered our messy room....=_=.......... so i just went quiet ..kkkk he then asked, if we came by subway. we said yes^^~. hehehe~... he then asked if it's hard to find their company.. i said not really,it's pretty close. kkk ..at least no need to transfer.hehehehe.

but kinda get lost  in the middle make it a bit... =_=.... ha-ha.... 

o.k so this time really BYE2!!!, they sent us to elevator, and say bye2.^^~ 

*SUKOSHI=A LITTLE (in jap language).